“The Image may be Closer than it Appears” – Mira Grant’s Feed

Fact One: I like zombies.  I like considering the ramifications of a zombie outbreak as a mental exercise, and sometimes even use that as an excuse to buy pretty things. None of this is a surprise to anyone who knows me.

Fact Two: I like Mira Grant‘s new book Feed. Again, this should also come as no surprise to anyone who’s been around me for the past week or so; I can’t shut up about the damned thing. The query-pitch summary for the book might go something like this:

Somewhere around 2014, some genius came up with a viral cure for cancer. Some other genius came up with a viral cure for the common cold. Neither of those two things were bad on their own, but when they met one another in a human host – bam, zombies. The infection spread, leading to the psuedo-death of a massive chunk of the population of the planet. During the first year of “the rising”, bloggers came into their own, providing survival information while the news networks were still making jokes and pretending it was all a prank. As the book opens it’s 25 years later, humanity has survived (so far) and so have the infected. This new reality affects virtually every aspect of daily life (the repercussions woven in a wholly believable backdrop throughout the book). We get to experience this brave new world through the eyes of George and Shaun, a professional brother-and-sister blogging team who ride around in a well-equipped van with a blonde poetry-writing tech-nerd named Buffy. [*]

But I’ve mislead you.

I’ve let you think, based on Fact One and Fact Two, that I like this book because it’s a good zombie story, but that’s too simple: my enjoyment and admiration goes beyond an affection for the walking dead, and Feed is more than a (really, truly) well-done story about zombies.

It’s about fear.

The trouble with the news is simple: People, especially ones on the ends of the power spectrum, like it when you’re afraid. The people who have the power want you scared. They want you walking around paralyzed by the notion that you could die at any moment. There’s aways something to be afraid of.

What does that have to do with the news? This: The truth isn’t scary.

It might (I said might) surprise you if I said that one of my most frequently visited newsreader feeds are for sites like FreeRangeKids — sites that look at activities that should be perfectly normal and perfectly acceptable which are instead seen as horribly irresponsible simply because there’s a one-in-sixty-thousand chance that something might go amiss and a kid could skin their knee. It’s sites like those where you can hear about schools that won’t “risk” kids playing tag anymore… or allow kids on a jungle gym… or a seesaw; where you can read hysterical, screaming comments from people who want parents to spend time in jail for letting their kid ride a bike to school.

(I also make sure to stay aware of examples of politicians and other folks in power using fear to leverage their current or nascent control of the general population, but I don’t feel as though I need to link to a specific site for this — just stay abreast of current events and examples will readily present themselves.)

But… that’s just the world we live in, right? One more thing we can’t let our kids do that we did when we were little; one more activity that used to be okay and now gets you a drive-by visit from the local sheriff’s deputy; one more security checkpoint where we used to be able to walk through; one more (and one more, and one more, and one more) cctv camera on the drive into work. We can’t look at the situation entirely clearly anymore — we’re too close to it, and the background roar (“threat level has been raised to orange”) is so loud that the only way to examine it is to make it much bigger — to zoom in. To turn the dial to 11.

What sort of thing could do that?

Zombies could do that.

Zombies turn up the dial on parents overprotecting their kids to the point where they grow up hopelessly and helplessly phobic. Infection gives government agencies the ability to shoot anyone at the merest suggestion of a threat. The walking dead allow politicians to base their campaign on a platform that would get even the most fringe right-wingers laughed off the stage today.

Zombies let us look at an incredibly paranoid, over-careful, insular, suspicious, stranger-dangered, xenophobic world… and realize that it is not actually very far away from where we are today. Not very far at all. Not far enough.

Not by half.

Beware: you are looking at this through my eyes.

Far, far be it from me to say that this is specifically what the author intended; I’ve had too many people talk to me about theme-stuff in my stories that I’d swear I didn’t put in there — there’s no way I’d assume that what I see in Feed is what Mira Grant intended to package in the tin.

It could be that this is merely an excellent zombie story with compelling main characters, believable politics, well-envisioned technological advances, tight and suspense-filled pacing, masterful use of foreshadowing and misdirection, and an ending that left me not-so-subtly pining for an ARC of the next book in the trilogy. Merely.

There is only one way to tell.

You must read it.

You must read it.

“This is the truth: we are accustomed to being afraid. It’s an addiction. People crave fear. Fear justifies everything. Fear makes it okay to have surrendered freedom after freedom, until our every move is tracked and recorded in a dozen databases. Fear creates, defines, and shapes our world, and without it, most of us would have no idea what to do with ourselves.

“We took a world that was huge with possibility, and we made it as small as we could.”

Updates for the week of 2010-05-30

  • Random Average: In a Wicked Amber http://bit.ly/dubaXn #
  • So, they were [ #lostspoilers / #BSGspoilers / #B5S2spoilers ] all along? #
  • Dear Colorado: "E470 is Non-Stop Tolling" is probably an ad campaign you should have checked with someone first. #
  • Roger Zelazny’s The Chronicles of Amber (http://j.mp/aEgTbX) – Suspiciously well-timed book review, this… #
  • Adrift: Voice In The Speaker asks if we’re done talking like it can’t hear us. Don’t like it when hardware gets sa… http://bit.ly/d5LpqR #
  • Awake a 5:30. Am apparently sleeping on #nyc time. Nothing wrong with that, provided I'm in NYC. Which I'm not. Bugger. #
  • In limbic limbo today — way too many unanswered questions vulture-circling. SO: reading, writing, and time in the sun. Hell with the rest. #
  • Kaylee: "I'm like the stone angels: when you're not looking I *move*. Except instead of attacking, I dance. Now turn away so I can move." #
  • A Partial Map of Your TARDIS (Subject to Change) http://is.gd/cqiFu #
  • Pets *ding* in Wizard101 (http://j.mp/an7y33) – Kaylee just pumped her fist and shouted "yes!" #
  • A tat I could see getting, though maybe not there. http://is.gd/cqUhA #
  • Adrift: Voice In The Speaker doesn’t care if we trust it – using that phrase just means we’re 97% likely to listen… http://bit.ly/a7Azcb #
  • On my way to NYC. *MAN* it's been awhile since I've said that. #
  • Coming at Manhattan from a weird leftward angle. Through Brooklyn. Some things never change. #bowlingjokesareawesome #shutup #
  • $350 fine for honking on this street. Fun math exercise: how much does our cabbie owe the city? He is not a fan of the local street fair. #
  • More to say on this soon, but FEED by Mira Grant is great. Brilliant commentary on over-protecting kids, fear-based politics, and zombies. #
  • Strolling along the Hudson http://flic.kr/p/85XXvE #
  • Hello new following people! @ something to me so I know you're human and followable. #
  • What's the collective noun for embarrassments? Correction: what SHOULD be? #

Updates for the week of 2010-05-23

  • Adrift: Not that Deirdre’s gullible. But since she’s already (much) smarter than me, I’m glad she’s not cynical – … http://bit.ly/afWTLo #
  • My current contract job has Princess Bride Syndrome. "Well done, Doyce. Good class. We'll most likely lay you off in the morning." #
  • Adrift: … Or so I think. She turns to me and says that, objectively, we can’t trust the Voice In The Speaker. Her … http://bit.ly/9AcNM8 #
  • Expecting a pretty stressful conversation in the a.m. tomorrow; one in which not getting laid off as a result is the bad result. #
  • NSFW (http://j.mp/agEJOs) – Now available on a t-shirt. #
  • Building an online algebra class while listening to season 1 Doctor Who. 'Hearing' the math terminology with Eccelston's accent: brilliant. #
  • Adrift: Subsonics? Repeating Deidre makes me sound slower than usual, but sometimes I can’t avoid it. The V.I.T.S?… http://bit.ly/cUbQyo #
  • What's an Adventure Worth (http://j.mp/cqZ1n9) – Keeping these thoughts in mind for an upcoming project. #
  • Adrift: So I don’t trust the thing because of what it’s saying, she doesn’t because of how it’s saying it — the sc… http://bit.ly/cAhalu #
  • Played In A Wicked Age with an Amber Oracle I cobbled up. Teaching game + scheduled interruptions = not much done. Good time, regardless. #

Updates for the week of 2010-05-16

  • Why Subplot? (http://j.mp/cnkDFU) – Damn. Rob's got some good thinking going on here, for gaming or writing. #
  • Sleep Cycle… (http://j.mp/cjAm7i) – THIS IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE (Evening Edition). #
  • RT @fredhicks: In other news, some required reading on subplots from @rdonoghuehttp://is.gd/c2Jd3 #
  • Adrift: So we shouldn’t be experiencing time dilation while in a shielded vessel. Except we are. Randomly, and in … http://bit.ly/dxR2nZ #
  • LEGO Universe pre-orders coming soon (http://j.mp/a3lbfc) – Might have to give this a test-drive. #
  • Adrift: Ignoring the fact we might randomly scatter into atomic confetti, it’s harder to find Kaetlyn. “When” just… http://bit.ly/bAVREb #
  • What a lovely February morning http://flic.kr/p/81BJzA #
  • Just ordered a box of checks. According to the bank, the last time I did that was April, 2006. If not for the Local GSM, I wouldn't bother. #
  • Having ordering blank checks this morning, I might round out the day by purchasing some VHS tapes or R/W CDs. #deadtechwednesday #
  • Every piece of cheese I have ever had is, at that moment, the best piece of cheese I've ever had. #
  • Adrift: A voice from the comms unit on the wall explains it’s the time variation affecting the station that “facet… http://bit.ly/bOn8PG #
  • Free Portal (http://j.mp/dCAcPj) – And if you haven't played by now, you really should. #
  • Picture of the oil spill. http://is.gd/c7y7V #
  • "I see a crisis approaching…" http://is.gd/c7AM1 #
  • Adrift: Voice In The Speaker is calm, cultured – sounds amused, but kind – and says it knows what’s going on and c… http://bit.ly/cIYSR7 #
  • Energizing news on my current WIP-in-the-wild; farming that jolt back into some more writing this afternoon. #
  • Random Average: Sacrifice, Interesting Failure, and Diaspora Hacks http://bit.ly/b9YNFf #
  • Sodding weather. http://is.gd/c88an #
  • Out of the blue, the child has decided that PB&J is her favorite food in the Whole Wide Earth. So weird. #
  • Adrift: How to tell if someone plans to screw you: they ask you to trust them. Dead giveaway. I can tell Jon knows… http://bit.ly/a4vwxM #
  • Yesterday, I got the free disk that lets me stream Netflix to the home theater downstairs. In related news, I'm taking the rest of 2010 off. #
  • Ran another game of Dragon Age today. Killed the group's dog. Kinda. There was an Ol' Yeller scene, let's say. #

Updates for the week of 2010-05-09

  • The new ultimate Daleks have been revealed. http://is.gd/bRBLw #whatweretheythinking #
  • Seriously, what the hell is my hair doing today? #
  • If President Obama loses the next election… (http://j.mp/crrImn) – "The jokes are brought to you by Goldman Sachs." #
  • I shaved my beard off. @daphneun failed to notice for… oh, the entire day. Perception is her dump-stat. #
  • It'll be back. Daughter vetoed the scratchiness, and I fold quickly when daughter snuggling is withheld. #
  • Just broadcast to my Steam Network: "Your friend DoyceT is now playing: WriteMonkey." http://bit.ly/dySRVK #
  • Action Figure Rules: http://bit.ly/bDcFCp
    (via @chuckwendig) #
  • Aww damn. Screwed up the very last pass with the clippers. Left a gouge that required a clipper setting best described as "the Locke look". #
  • Two upsides: 1. excellent for scalp health. 2. Now that I look like an effing parole risk, I'm *guaranteed* a face to face job interview. :P #
  • Adrift: The next 100 steps feel like they take two months. No shots; things start moving normal speed again. I can… http://bit.ly/cjFmzS #
  • RT @Three_Star_Dave: I looking forward to "LOST" being over… so I can stop hearing people talking about how "LOST" is nearly over. Really. #
  • Attempting to achieve Facebook escape velocity. Will check back in 15 days to see if it actually worked. #
  • Adrift: The chronometer says that those 100 steps took about one minute. And two months. Wait, what? WHAT? http://bit.ly/c4ABk9 #
  • Lost fans, understand: I like *you*. Abrams' trend: raise questions/issues and not resolve them – means I dread the conclusion of your show. #
  • I concede my anticipation of post-Lost teeth gnashing might simply be my own flinching of the twice-burned, thrice-shy. #
  • Fun fact: I cannot actually open my eyes wide enough to show the whites all the way around. Can you? #fictionclichemythbusters #
  • Everything is amazing… http://is.gd/bWZz6 #
  • Six Things You Need to Know About Facebook Connections (http://j.mp/9IW32z) – Deleted my FB account yesterday. I'm done. #
  • I highly recommend a cup of cookie crisp has a not-unhealthy, mid-afternoon, chocolate-like snack. *crunches* #
  • Adrift: Jon and Dierdre’s read the same: two months since we got off the Bin. D says she might know why, but her e… http://bit.ly/9ZLgxu #
  • The Zombie Table! A Product You Can Really Get Behind! (http://j.mp/bB25nH) – Yeah, I want this. #
  • Dear Internet: I have relinquished control of @daphneun's GChat window — you may now proceed as normal. #
  • Is it possible to construct a voodoo doll representing a company, rather than a person? #
  • Is it possible to construct a voodoo doll representing a company, rather than a person? #
  • Danger Patrol Art: Nate Marcel (http://j.mp/cclvja) – Yeah, this is pretty much how the game goes. It is that crazy. #
  • Put Down the Diet Soda and Back Away (http://j.mp/dx7nU8) – Well, crap. #
  • Adrift: Every pilot’s manual explains why FTL travel is impossible, and concludes with “Then we found an old ship … http://bit.ly/cpYG6e #
  • Adrift: Deirdre’s long explanation (which still feels dumbed-down) is that this impossible station is old; time di… http://bit.ly/9rXg12 #

A bit of conversation

SO here’s a talk I had this morning:

Website: *explodes*
Me: …the hell?
Website: What?
Me: You just exploded.
Website: Nuh uh.
Me: Yes. You did. You are still exploded, in fact.
Website: Well…
Me: What?
Website: At least you noticed me.
Me:
Website: Sorry.
Me: I’ve had a lot on my —
Website: I know. I know. Sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. Here… I’ll unexplode for you. Gratis.
Me: You don’t have to —
Website: It’s fine. It’s fine. Really. Just… it’s fine. You should finish up your job aps and the new coursework. I know it’s how you spend your mornings right now.
Me: Actually…
Website: *sigh* What?
Me: Well, the apps are in, the course is done — I’m writing this morning.
Website: Oh, on Adrift? I thought I saw something about that on your other site.
Me: My other…
Website: You know. The Twitter.
Me: The Twitter?
Website: Shut up.
Me: The Twitter? Who are you, Betty White?
Website: Maybe I am.
Me: What? What does that even mean?
Website: Nevermind. Shut up.
Me: Listen. *sigh* The reason I noticed you exploded is because I was going to write something with you.
Website: Pff. Sure.
Me: Really. Look, I got some pictures to go along with it.
Website: *glances sidelong* That’s a pretty random collection.
Me: It’s kind of a potpourri post.
Website: … thus marking the one and only time that “potpourri” will show up on your website.
Me: Well, two, now.
Website: Whatever. *rubs scalp with fingers* Grab-bag post, huh?
Me: If you like. I don’t have to if you —
Website: Just get over here and type.

Why Hello There

Hello?

Yes, it’s been pretty quiet around here, but that’s only because it’s been really noisy everywhere else, and while I love me some oversharing, there’s a point at which the day to day slog of doing contract instructional design and job hunting gets a little banal, and that point is somewhere just before I ever start talking about it on the blog. I’ve been working out my schedule (which keeps changing), and the points during the day when I would normally write here have been swallowed by writing for other stuff.

That picture, by the way? That’s totally me — lots of tappity tappity tap, lots of phone calls, and a growing feeling that I’m having two conversations at once, all the time. I’m hoping that’ll pass.

Let’s see what else is going on…

The death of the paper book! Again!

There’s been a lot of very intelligent talking about books and writing and piracy lately, and while I’ve been keeping my eye on all of it, I haven’t jumped in because my feelings haven’t really changed, which means the music I’d be adding to those jam sessions isn’t substantively different than the stuff I’ve played before, and everyone’s already heard that.

Print is dead, long live print.

I’ll tell you this for free: I agree with Konrath — the changes that are coming to publishing will, in the end, come from the rainmakers (the writers), not the people manufacturing buckets (huge props to Rob Donoghue for that analogy). I look around at our greatest living shamans today — the mightiest rainmakers — and I examine what they’re doing, and it looks a lot like someone marking a trail for others to follow. That Steven King dude? He’s training a LOT of readers to like ebooks. I’m just sayin’.

There’s a lot more to this conversation than just paper vs. plastic, but it is one of the sides to the dodecahedron, and I truly feel that electronic (self-?) publishing will be the thing that melts traditional publishing down to its composite goo, remoulds it, and forges it into something new in the next two decades.

It’s important.

I’m Done with Facebook

Yeah, I'm done.

It’s not that I’m a particularly private person. It’s not that I think anything I post on facebook is that inherently valuable.

But it bothers the fuck out of me when someone takes any portion of me — any fraction of my anima — and sells it off like erection-inducing rhino horn powder to the nearest advertising megacorp. No. Not me. Not anymore.

Facebook. Initially welcoming. Ultimately crap.

Arizona

Nuff said.

The Beard

It comes and goes, oscillating between “sea captain” and “gruff grandfather”. At some point in there, Kaylee decides that Daddy Don’t Get No More Lovin’ til the thing comes off, so off it comes. Wail, my brothers, but know that I will soon be with you again.

Someday, I will be a super-wizard.

Gaming stuff

Hoping for a little tabletop Dragon Age this weekend, maybe even next weekend — two weeks in a row. That’ll be fun.

Still playing the FATE-based Diaspora, and it’s good. It’s probably the best FATE iteration I’ve played, but I suspect that’s only because I haven’t played Dresden Files yet. It’s good – don’t get me wrong, it’s damn good – but it’s good in the way that reading Ekaterina Sedia is good: you simply cannot shake the sense that the authors are not communicating with you in their mother tongue. The Diaspora guys speak FATE fluently, but one gets the sense that they’ll never be wholly comfortable within it.

Games overwhelm me at times.

On the computer front, Kate and I are still really enjoying, of all things, Wizard 101. Enough so that we’re playing when we don’t “have to” with Kaylee, and have a pair that we’ve taken well ahead of the trio we play with our youngest gaming partner. It’s good times, and frankly it’s a good game. I even like the dueling arena, which gets back to the game’s MtG/Pokemon deck-dueling roots in a way that I find very satisfying, even when I’m getting my ass kicked.

Also? Teaming up to play a game with my daughter? Awesome.

Back in Middle Earth

We’re not spending a ton of time in Lord of the Rings Online at the moment, due to our Wizard 101 binge…

You're Tolkein my language.

… but I’m getting my fix all the same.

Kaylee and I are reading The Hobbit. By my best reckoning, this marks the realization of a personal dream probably 20 years in the making, and I am very very happy about it.

The dwarves are stuck in the barrels now, floating down to Laketown. Bilbo has a cold.

Kaylee keeps telling me that none of this would have happened if they’d stayed on the path, like Gandalf said.

Sooth, child. You speak sooth.

In the Meantime

I write. I’m coming to the tail-end of my contract work, and I’m taking the opportunity to let go of my job-search stress and use the time to find out what I can do when I’m not cramming my writing time in wherever it will fit, like mortar between boredom bricks. It’s a bit scary, and more than a little stressful, but the words keep moving from my fingers to the screen, and some of them really make me happy, and there are so many many worse things than that.

I have all the direction I need.

I’ll talk to you soon.

Updates for the week of 2010-05-02

  • Random Average: My daughter, the wizard http://bit.ly/baiDq5 #
  • My 2nd-to-last training design assignment before my pending lay-off? "The Ins and Outs of Employee Retention." Oh, Irony, you saucy whore. #
  • Gah. @daphneun made cookies last night. They are really, annoyingly good. *shakes fist covered in crumbs* #
  • Tenth Doctor: The Musical. (http://j.mp/953mvA) – Awesome. #
  • Tenth Doctor: The Musical. (http://j.mp/953mvA) – Brilliant. The 'vogue' bit at the end is… #
  • WOW, the subtext in B5's "divided loyalties" episode is rapidly becoming… text. #
  • So a potential employer was unable to leave me voicemail because Google Voice … what? Was "currently unavailable"? WTF? Lovely. #
  • River of resumes finally yielded a phone interview – a small initial step that still puts me in their top 20 or so choices. We'll see. #
  • I *seem* to have more writing time when I'm employed than when I'm at loose ends. That's stupid, and must be fixed. *roll sleeves* #
  • Just saw @daphneun going out for errands in flip flops. Note: it is snowing. She DISBELIEVES the snow. #mywifeiscrazierthancoloradoweather #
  • "When I buy a book…" (http://j.mp/9rYO7s) – Rob D speaks truth here. #
  • Today, I #amwriting and making myself laugh. A good day. (Though maybe not for my MC, who's getting a bit beat up Harrison Ford style.) #
  • At the risk of diluting this awesome discussion on piracy, I urge you to read the post and comments: http://is.gd/bOARQ #
  • Hey, Gmail Junkies: any way to do this? "When I reply to a message with label [foo], automatically use my non-default email address [bar]." #
  • RT @ebertchicago: Arizona issues school supplies. http://twitpic.com/1jnsvg #
  • Dragons made of old tires. DRAGONS MADE OF OLD TIRES. http://is.gd/bOD2J #
  • Colorado Tweeps: BNL is playing at Red Rocks on July 12th. Tickets on sale at 10 today. #
  • Finished working in the yard. My reward? More yardwork! #idontactuallyunderstandhowrewardswork #
  • My dearest, @daphneun, is spending evenings with Prince of Persia, headphones on, then repeating the best dialog, out of context. #
  • … and while that habit is sometimes trying, I must admit the line about walking into a harem covered in chocolate is damn funny. #
  • Nothing like a tall, cool glass of juice after a long day in the sun. And by "juice" I mean "fruit infused microbrew". Obviously. #
  • Okay, Colorado, it's May. You're done with the snowstorms, right? *peers suspiciously* #
  • Speaking of the first of May, this: http://is.gd/bQkup #
  • 5/1/2010 (http://j.mp/b1eGVr) – I like this picture a lot. I like it even more, knowing it's not our lawn. #
  • Watermarks everywhere (http://j.mp/aAYz7T) – That's pretty much how Google Image Search works for me. #
  • "If only more women were willing to run though a mile and a quarter of mud for free roses." #thingsnottosaywhileyourwifewatchesthederby #
  • Oh god, @kinksgem – the fact that there's a History Channel special on Star Wars makes me fumble for my cane. in reply to kinksgem #