{"id":760,"date":"2002-07-28T03:10:30","date_gmt":"2002-07-28T03:10:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/wp\/?p=760"},"modified":"2002-07-28T03:10:30","modified_gmt":"2002-07-28T03:10:30","slug":"struggle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/2002\/07\/struggle\/","title":{"rendered":"~ Struggle ~"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>They\u2019d had to tie him to the Turning Tree for the whole ritual.  The bristlerope had rubbed him to the meat everywhere it had touched him, from the struggle.  He\u2019d done it to himself.<br \/>\n<i>How do I know the names of those things?<\/i><br \/>\nHe was back in the cage<br \/>\n<i>not mine. NOT mine.<\/i><br \/>\nnow and he knew it was the last time he\u2019d get out until they put him in a sack or he walked<br \/>\n<i>shuffled<\/i><br \/>\nout on his own.<br \/>\nOr he could escape.  He\u2019d done it once and the burning on his skin wasn\u2019t even as bad as before.<br \/>\n<i>Or you\u2019re getting used to it.<\/i><br \/>\nOr he was &#8212; no.  It was time to go.<br \/>\n<i>But where will you go?  What if &#8212;<\/i><br \/>\n\u201dNO!\u201d<br \/>\nNo one in the camp looked at him.  He wasn\u2019t even sure if he\u2019d really shouted. He<br \/>\n<i>Steven. Not <\/i>&#8216;he&#8217;<i>.  Steve. Steven.  My name is Steven.<\/i><br \/>\nRight.  Steven.<br \/>\nSteven sat in the cage that wasn\u2019t his and watched the stars, which he still recognized, and repeated his name.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>They\u2019d had to tie him to the Turning Tree for the whole ritual. The bristlerope had rubbed him to the meat everywhere it had touched him, from the struggle. He\u2019d done it to himself. How do I know the names of those things? He was back in the cage not mine. NOT mine. now and &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/2002\/07\/struggle\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;~ Struggle ~&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_import_markdown_pro_load_document_selector":0,"_import_markdown_pro_submit_text_textarea":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-760","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-excerpts"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/760","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=760"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/760\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=760"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=760"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=760"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}