{"id":2009,"date":"2009-11-17T12:26:27","date_gmt":"2009-11-17T18:26:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/?p=2009"},"modified":"2009-11-17T12:29:40","modified_gmt":"2009-11-17T18:29:40","slug":"nanowrimo-looking-ahead-looking-behind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/2009\/11\/nanowrimo-looking-ahead-looking-behind\/","title":{"rendered":"#NaNoWriMo: Looking ahead. Looking behind."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Story time. You&#8217;ve earned it.<\/p>\n<p>(Yeah I know I busted you in the chops yesterday and you&#8217;re all grim determination and I-don&#8217;t-care-if-it-sucks-I&#8217;m-DOING-IT today, and that&#8217;s fine. That&#8217;s good, in fact. But first, story time.)<\/p>\n<p>When I was a kid, we had a huge lawn. Huge. <s>The trauma has blocked clear memory of the thing from my mind<\/s> I don&#8217;t know precisely how big, but I remember that it was easier to express as acres than square feet. It took about five hours to mow the thing on a riding mower, if you had to bag the clippings.<\/p>\n<p>I want to be clear here, because sometimes I joke or exaggerate for effect: in this case, I\u00a0am not joking or exaggerating for effect; it took five damn hours.<\/p>\n<p>Guess who got to mow that fucking thing every Saturday?<sup>1<\/sup><\/p>\n<p>To put it mildly, I hated it. It was a huge, daunting thing that never ever looked like it was going to be done.<\/p>\n<p>When I complained about it, my mom had this suggestion:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>In the first half, look at how much you&#8217;ve got done. In the last half, look at how little you&#8217;ve got left.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>You get that little bit of midwest zen, guys? Take it to heart.<\/p>\n<p>Look back for a second at what you&#8217;ve written. Thousands and thousands of words. Maybe you&#8217;re not quite halfway. Pff. Maybe you&#8217;re not loving the story. Fine. But it&#8217;s still a <em>story<\/em>. It generally hangs together in that way a story does, and you made it. You made up this thing <em>out of your head<\/em> and wrote it down &#8212; this amazing, gargantuan thing &#8212; maybe something bigger than anything you&#8217;ve ever done.<\/p>\n<p>Be proud of that.<\/p>\n<p>Now, look ahead.\u00a0Compare what you have left to do to what you&#8217;ve already done.<\/p>\n<p>Piece. of. monkey. cake.<\/p>\n<p>How do I know this?<\/p>\n<p>Because you have already done an Impossible Thing, and that makes you mighty.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_2011\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2011\" style=\"width: 500px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/11\/a-street-called-awesome.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2011\" title=\"a-street-called-awesome\" src=\"http:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/11\/a-street-called-awesome.jpg\" alt=\"You live here.\" width=\"500\" height=\"375\" srcset=\"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/11\/a-street-called-awesome.jpg 500w, https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/11\/a-street-called-awesome-300x225.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-2011\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">You live here.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Be mighty.<\/p>\n<p>Write a <em>book<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Have fun.<\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><sup>1<\/sup> &#8211; And people wonder how I got so much reading done as a kid.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Story time. You&#8217;ve earned it. (Yeah I know I busted you in the chops yesterday and you&#8217;re all grim determination and I-don&#8217;t-care-if-it-sucks-I&#8217;m-DOING-IT today, and that&#8217;s fine. That&#8217;s good, in fact. But first, story time.) When I was a kid, we had a huge lawn. Huge. The trauma has blocked clear memory of the thing from &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/doycetesterman.com\/index.php\/2009\/11\/nanowrimo-looking-ahead-looking-behind\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;#NaNoWriMo: Looking ahead. 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