- Dear Fall Allergies: I really feel like we should see other people. You're no good for me, and I… Hate you. Rather a lot. #
- Adrift: The ship engines – a bone-deep subliminal hum that goes unnoticed until absent – fade to idle. Jo.. http://bit.ly/KKhqo #
- RT: @scalzi: I get by with a little help from my friends. And Coke Zero. Mostly the Coke Zero. #
- I sort of forgot about Twitter today. Not 'forgot' as in 'consciously avoided', but as in 'pretty much failed to recall as a thing.' #
- Going to go see 9 tonight; I can't physically restrain myself from doing so on 9.9.9. Advertising dupe? Whatever. Pass the popcorn. #
- Adrift: I tap in two messages, sent in opposite directions. The first reads, “I am coming.” T.. http://bit.ly/AbGWT #
- The Health Care Debate (http://j.mp/1XPjvr) – Once again, brilliant. #
- This is… wait, this is blogging. (http://j.mp/V0791) – #
- 08/31/09 PHD comic: 'Peak Productivity' (http://j.mp/CHIDY) – If not for a work schedule, this would be me. #
- I'm a little leery of this Reader2Twitter plugin, but… well, we'll see how it goes. #
- Tomorrow, I'm flying to Oklahoma. Why? For the best of all possible visiting-Oklahoma reasons – to drive OUT of Oklahoma. Yes, seriously. #
- Ask Maggie: Nine Toddler Things I Can’t Live Without (http://j.mp/Zp77M) – #
- Watched "9" last night. The full length film absolutely delivers on the promise of the trailer and/or the award-nominated short. #
- Review: Shane Acker’s 9 (http://j.mp/i5iGX) – I pretty much feel this review is spot-on. Doesn't mean it's not a good movie, but it's no … #
- Adrift: [Part One: The End] http://bit.ly/z4Sy0 #
- Art School Girl (http://j.mp/XONfp) – #
- Adrift: The ship is quiet during jumps. Ambient energy absorption mutes the engine thrum and muffles spee.. http://bit.ly/XJBZe #
- Timberleigh (http://j.mp/Nqees) – #
- Then and Now with Goofus and Gallant – This Modern World | Salon Comics (http://j.mp/q1bJd) – Yup. #
- 12 Clever Substitutions That Save Money (Nearly) Effortlessly (http://j.mp/BrxYt) – I do believe I'll be trying some of these. #
- RT @angelajames In digital publishing? @ann_aguirre has a fascinating post. Thanks, Ann. http://ow.ly/oYcP – well-aimed chastising, indeed. #
- Walked down into the one-story, painted-cinderblock, services-free terminal to wait for our prop-plane flight. 1955 is sunny. #
- I suspect our reverse time-travel might continue well into the afternoon. And me without my Obama button. #
- RT @TrishDoller KT Lit #followfriday: @JosieBloss @JohnnyNoble @kikihamilton @theames @naturallysteph @juliaakarr @ransomriggs @twitofalili #
- Upside: told we can leave our phones on all flight; the signal does not, apparently, interfere with the 'wireless telegraph' on board. #
- Adrift: I start some engine work. Deirdre comms – says it’s affecting the jump. Open a terminal; Jo.. http://bit.ly/MnYRJ #
- Oklahoma heat is not like Colorado heat – this OK stuff has ~20% more Suck in it. #lrnaboutweathertermsFriday #
- Am being told 'suck' is usually refered to as 'humidity'. Whatever. This is Twitter; Suck is shorter. Also? TOTALLY ACCURATE. #
- Ooooh. RT @angelajames Twistory Backs Up Your Tweets to a Calendar Feed – twitter – Lifehacker http://ow.ly/oYV5 #
- Just had a great meal at an old autpomotive garage renovated as a charming restaurant. I <3 urban decay as a design goal. #
- Mark Twain (http://j.mp/44Rgwf #
- Then and Now with Goofus and Gallant – This Modern World | Salon Comics (http://j.mp/q1bJd) – Yup. #
- Lois McMaster Bujold (http://j.mp/10C9Xt) – A quote somewhat relevant to the current Healthcare dust-up. #
- RT @Maggie Starting to think the human condition shifts between two states of being: 1. Lonely. 2. Wishing everyone would leave you alone. #
- Rt @TimByrd Number of 9/11's into term without catastrophic terrorist attack on American soil: Bush 0, Obama 1. #
- Adrift: I’m in no mood for the silent treatment from my own crew, but I’m even less likely to.. http://bit.ly/1a7Va2 #
- Making homemade port out of mediocre red and a really good port (Road Dog). Don't make a face til you try it. #
- Also, dancing with @daphneun. Still one of my favorite things in the whole world. #
- RT @Three_Star_Dave RT @drhorrible: Emmy. Yes. We won an Emmy. You are the reason. [Woot! Huzzah! MWAH-HA-HA-HA!] #
I’ve been Adrift for seven months
Almost eight months, actually. That’s how long I’ve been writing my twitter-based bit of serial fiction and collecting/archiving it over on the “Adrift” blog. That amounts to just a bit over 200 posts, more than a few shootings, several deaths, lots of questions of loyalty and trust, one bloody zero-g amputation, and a friend left behind.
The story has proceeded largely without planning — one day’s post might get me thinking about what would happen next, and that might give me ideas for the next couple days (which, sometimes, I even remember when it comes time to post something the next day), but that’s about as far as it goes — when I comment on my main Twitter page that I’m excited to find out what happens next, I’m not self-marketing or being disingenuous — I don’t know what’s coming, and I am absolutely enjoying the story as much as any other reader (some of whom have been even more enthusiastic about spreading the word about the story than I have).
So I was a little surprised, yesterday, when I realized (about two hours after posting my update yesterday, then re-reading it), that I’d finished the first story — the first ‘book’, if you will.
It ended like this:
I tap in two messages, and send them in opposite directions. The first reads, “I am coming.” The second, “I am coming back.” Then I tell De to jump.
As I said, it was only thinking (and talking with Kate) about it later that I realized I’d written the last scene of the first story – the one properly labeled “The Drift” – and that we were moving on to the Next Thing.

What’s the Next Thing? I’m no more sure of that than I have been with anything else pertaining to this yarn, but I know I’m not stopping any time soon. There’s a lot more story there, and a great deal of distance for Finnras to go (both forward and, possibly, down). Verily, we shall see. S’possible I might even write the whole first story up in proper novel format, using the twitterfiction as an outline, but who knows. In the meantime, I have a story to write. Heck, I’ve already posted the first entry in the next story arc, so it’s not as though there’s a big cliffhanger to wait on. Plus, I’ve got some revisions on Hidden Things to finish up, and a not-totally-exciting trip this weekend on which to work on them; there’s plenty going on. In fact, there always is; aside from the rather arbitrary moment marking the end of one arc and the start of the next, there really isn’t much reason to even stop here for this bit of reflection and naval gazing.
Except for the obvious; I’ve been doing this weird thing for awhile, and sometimes it’s worth pausing to see if you even know what you’re doing, or if you’re enjoying it.
I don’t.
But I sure am.
Updates for the week of 2009-09-06
- Bad Gods™ | Monster Manual Comix: Vampire http://bit.ly/TjYks #
- I remember when discussing your roleplaying preferences meant saying “I usually play fighters.” Sometimes I kinda miss those days. #
- Adrift: The hatches bracketing the venting airlock drop like stones. Burns leaps backward to safety. Most.. http://bit.ly/rRUkh #
- Random Average: Meta-gaming, Actor-Stance, Author-stance, and Narration http://bit.ly/XlVn2 #
- So, in Excel is there any way to take the rows and columns and just… swap them? Make my rows into my columns and vice versa? #
- Excel Answer: “Paste Special: Transpose.” Huh. Who knew? (Google, apparently.) #
- L.A. Now: http://bit.ly/oBVCf – hoping the folks I know out there are okay. #
- Adrift: Deirdre sprint-stomps toward the bridge – the force of the decomp will push us away from Burns.. http://bit.ly/klFkb #
- RT @YoungIskander Seriously. If your webapp doesn’t support the back button, fuck off back to programming school. #firstdirect #l2internet #
- In a final act of universe-collapsing tech-cest, I share “This is… wait, this is blogging.” http://bit.ly/AAPxd — on Twitter. #
- Adrift: Frozen blood crystals fill the space between our ships, fountaining from the leg caught in/under .. http://bit.ly/vANR8 #
- For the gaming people, fun (to me) conversation going under “Meta-gaming, Actor-Stance, Author-stance, and Narration” http://bit.ly/1c4P1o #
- John Green’s thought bubble on: The Health Care Debate http://bit.ly/1cJnzH #
- Adrift: Bin’s engines spin up; I get heavier – the ship’s gravity kicks up to normal once we&.. http://bit.ly/1jceoZ #
- Random Average: Mix-Maxing Fun http://bit.ly/3RcmN9 #
- “Allowing the load to shift outside the Stability Triangle makes the truck and load less stable.” – My day; filled with Stability Triangles. #
- Seven months of @finnras. 200 posts, and finally free of the Drift. Sorry: “free”. Can’t wait to see what happens next. #
- Adrift: One line of text.
“We still have Mak.” http://bit.ly/16wloc # - In hindsight, fighting from 0 to 1000 ranking at sword duels in Wii Sport Resort last night, before painting all day today was a BAD plan. #
- Retweet @scalzi You know, whenever I eat at Taco Bell, I almost feel like I should apologize to Mexico. #
Updates for the week of 2009-08-30
- Watch this. Not where people can see you cry, but watch it. “Moments” a short film by Will Hoffman. http://bit.ly/10NLxy #
- Tech Support Cheat Sheet http://bit.ly/11IA1x #
- Yeah: RT @UnclePilot I have a list of things I am going do at work today, and none of it involves actually working. #
- RT: @ColleenLindsay: Julia Child’s back on NYT list, yet when Del Rey & HM tried to get LOTR back on, NYT said no, because LOTR is backlist. #
- A Softer World: 475 “Fun things to yell during sex” http://bit.ly/2bltBD #
- RT @pourmecoffee GOP defends health care like it defends marriage – by making it hard to get and scaring those who already have it. #
- Left work behind a coworker. If I hadn’t /just/ been talking to them – only had their driving to go on, I’d be calling cDOT to report a DUI. #
- Adrift: I don’t hear the bang, i don’t think, but my body jerks all the same. http://bit.ly/9saaQ #
- Coolest theory ever: Mayans Destroyed by Zombies http://bit.ly/vYBYP #
- RT @jchutchins Absolutely smitten by @shitmydadsays (I completely agree.) #
- A bit poetic: the only time I’ve EVER gotten a live person when contacting my (now, former) auto insurer was the day I called to cancel. #
- Adrift: I have zero doubt that, at some later point, Jon will refer to my artful dodging as ‘gracef.. http://bit.ly/nd6v8 #
- Me: Dammit, brain; we’re playing PTA tonight, not Mouse Guard. Focus! / Brain: Squirrel! / Me: No! / Brain: *sulk* #
- Adrift: Burns motions for his people to leave. He looks at Deirdre, waiting. Long pause. I have to remind.. http://bit.ly/a0Mwf #
- Transcription hell continues. Ugh. #
- Adrift: At the airlock. Burns says to knock some sense into Kaetlyn. I pause, then say I will. Burns hesi.. http://bit.ly/ndoXO #
- Crisis! Coworker brought me a Santiago breakfast burrito… but I already HAD breakfast! Solution: Eat yummy burrito anyway. #isolveproblems #
- RT: @tordotcom: Martial art fantasy: Jo Walton re-reads C.J. Cherryh’s The Paladin http://is.gd/2CCfV #
- Maybe I should work late; @daphneun is trying to infect me with stuff. Not even HER stuff, just… stuff. #
- Think I might make some proper, 24-hour-steeped-in-cool-water iced coffee this weekend. Anyone ever used a french press for such things? #
- Adrift: I punch the big red button next to the hatch. The one we’re not supposed to punch. The one .. http://bit.ly/6iiZT #
In which we make plans.

So I’ve noticed something.
Wait, let me back up.
I’m in one of those ‘twitchy’ creative stages right now – not a downswing, definitely not a low point, but also not one of those flurries of creative activity — in the vast, unending sine-wave of my life, the creative moon is waxing, but hasn’t quite hit the zenith. I feel like I’m about one ounce of inspiration short of super-saturation, at which point in time, DOING something with said energy will become a self-fulfilling prediction.
The problem is, there aren’t ‘good’ gaps in which I can use this energy right now, so rather than allowing myself to hit that super-saturation point, I’m bleeding off some of the energy in drips and drabs in various ways.
(Yes, I know; if I REALLY wanted to do something seriously substantive with this energy, I’d clear the distractions and get to it. I’m not at that stage yet, and believe me when I say that when I am, distractions get cleared. For now, just accept that’s not happening and move along.)
Some of it gets used on gaming. I call that a win. Some gets used on mini-stories that I jot into my notebook – another win.
Some of it’s getting used on Planning. I’m not sure if that’s a win.
What I mean is that, when I’m cooped up, can’t write, and don’t have another creative outlet immediately handy, I start planning stuff. This can be kind of frustrating, because such planning starts to fill up my calendar, perpetuating the situation in which I continue to not have blocks of time in which to do proper creative work (especially when some of my planning is for stuff to do in an MMO, where there’s ALWAYS something more to do). What shall we do on Monday night? Tuesday? And let’s figure out what we’re doing on the Wednesday game night. And THAT thing won’t work on a weeknight, so how about we put that in for a big six-hour block on Sunday? And we need to finish up the deck painting, so let’s do that on Saturday. Date night, we should go see that new movie… and Friday night we’ll do something with our friends whom we haven’t seen for weeks.
And the week is gone.
I’m not complaining — it’s enough that I (finally) notice that I’m doing it; it’s the first step to curtailing the activity — but does anyone else do this? When you can’t actually create something, do you reach for your daytimer?
Updates for the week of 2009-08-23
- RT @amandapalmer love takes many forms and is mysterious and fattening #
- Got 37 mpg with Mr. Anderson, mountain driving. #nerdflex #
- Adrift: On his face, desire to murder me wrestles with desire to control his son’s life. Brief stru.. http://bit.ly/16Zva3 #
- My daughter just sang ‘tra-la-la-la-la’… about walking in the rain. Unironically. #
- Adrift: The next hour goes sunburn-careful. Burns gives instructions. I act very agreeable. His people.. http://bit.ly/yrfU8 #
- Really? A “coalition of conservative Coloradans” is following me on Twitter? That’s a bit ominous. #
- Adrift: Burns shoots the loudest dissenter in the leg – an effective debate tactic, if a little inelegant.. http://bit.ly/BJubK #
- Tokyo Joe’s is making me very happy right now. #
- Adrift: I should NEVER think thoughts like “this is going to work out.” The Universe can tell.. http://bit.ly/18nTvC #
- Working on my laptop in the parking lot at work, because the a/c inside the building is so flipping cold it actually hurts. #
- Really want to kill something today. Hope I make it to a video game before someone gets hurt. #
- Adrift: Guy raises his weapon, Burns is turning too late, and I don’t have a gun. My last thought: .. http://tinyurl.com/l5uaop #
- Ponyo! #
- An episode of child cussing started a discussion of what to say when you’re upset. Upon consideration, Kaylee settled on ‘frakkin toaster’. #
- To clarify, that’s what to say when a computer (or computer game) upsets you. NO idea where she learned to swear at video games. Nope, none. #
Updates for the week of 2009-08-16
- Adrift: No. Kaetlyn sent me the wave. She had to know I’d find the Ante-D ship. Burns’ kid mi.. http://bit.ly/1a3MqX #
- Happy Birthday Robot – an excellent little storytelling haiku game. http://bit.ly/s4Dpe #
- Adrift: That’s the first thought in my head. Second thought is “Are you /really/ getting jeal.. http://bit.ly/4lgDyg #
- Adrift: I ignore that thought. The more important point here is that Burns wants something I can provide .. http://bit.ly/dzjqX #
- Ok Brain, you’re nervous about the new class we teach today-I get it. Please stop the “you die stupidly in front of jovial onlookers” dream. #
- Adrift: We stare at each other until it becomes uncomfortable. Takes much less time than I expect —.. http://bit.ly/XXdoh #
- “This has become less an argument about health care reform and more a statement about our failed education system.” http://bit.ly/aYcCU #
- “I’m going to come right out and say it; The Fox Network is the fucking devil.” http://bit.ly/OHYMr #
- Stupid test-run of stupid class is stupid postponed, due to a bunch of last minute cancels. So much for getting it off my mind by EOB today. #
- Random Average: “This ends in Mud.” http://bit.ly/L241X #
- Stormy, sunny skies – blue and gray finger paints smeared with gold glitter. I love my home. #
- RT @DaphneUn Deep thoughts I have while road-tripping: “America’s pretty.” “The Earth is neat.”– It’s like reading ‘Walden’ as I drive. :| #
- Another Thoreauism from @daphneun: referring to the Great Sand Dunes nat’l park as “a giant meringue of landscape!” #reservethaturl #
- Giant meringue of landscape http://flic.kr/p/6PALiB #
- Know what’s harder than climbing a mountain? Climbing a mountain of sand. #
- This tweet brought to you from tallest sand dune in North America. Tweet reads: “Think I have something in my eye. Plz hlp. Might be sand.” #
- Adrift: I tell him I’ll split them up, if he let’s me out of here. He scoffs. I risk another .. http://bit.ly/FBQuF #
- Dunewalking tip: Repeating “I am Legolas” under your breath will not keep your feet from sinking in. I’m looking at YOU @daphneun. #
- How to turn a vodka gimlet into a vodka Gimli: same drink, served in a big mug. I’ll give you that one for free, internet. You’re welcome. #
- Restaurant rec: Alley House Grill, Pagosa Springs, Co. I want to take it HOME with me. #
- Rt @YoungIskander I approve heartily of steampunk cosplay. Lots less pallid flesh on display. #gencon #
- Bottle of water at the ready. Netbook charged. Wifi disabled. Writing time. #
- Adrift: Me: Hellooooooo, delicious iced coffee. DIC: **BRAINFREEZE** Me: GAAAAaaaaah… *cries* *take.. http://bit.ly/5SgDk #
Updates for the week of 2009-08-09
- With the airing of the recent (unwatched, yet) mini-series, I finally decided to man-up and watch seasons 1 & 2 of Torchwood. Daddy like. #
- Adrift: Burns sees me watching him, shakes his head, and says one terrible word. ‘Eloped.’ http://bit.ly/pF6qr #
- I have been in the same meeting since 1:30 yesterday afternoon. I have nothing funny to add to that – my funny did not come to this meeting. #
- Adrift: Makes no sense; Kaetlyn’s utterly dismissive of romance, let alone marriage. Burns says he .. http://bit.ly/1vxtfX #
- I love that the sponsored links in GMail are always about Serenity and Firefly when I’m emailing about my daughter. #
- Dresden Files books joins Torchwood on the “stuff it’s silly and amazing I wasn’t enjoying years ago” list. Former members: Brust and B5. #
- RPG Musing: there’s viable comparison to draw between never-ending RPG campaigns and players who always revisit the same character concepts. #
- The Dora the Explorer/Dr. Who semi-slash fanfic being storyboarded by @daphneun and @Three_Star_Dave is breaking my brain. #
- I needed this: RT: @sethsimonds: Your refusal to call it quits is the only thing standing between you and eternal obscurity. Don’t give up. #
- What my life really needs are live-action parentheses. (Or, as @cyface suggested, multiple, simultaneous, IRL discussion queues.) #
- Kaylee’s been v. well-behaved this week – unfortunately due to temp and cruddy cough. I’d much rather have my ornery princess back, please. #
- Adrift: FORBID?! Might as well buy Kaetlyn a dress and honeymoon cruise with a note reading ‘Congra.. http://bit.ly/170PX1 #
- LOLorks: Uruk-oh-HAI. #

